favorite high

(hummmm) Before you, I was learning how to survive,

Just trying to get by.

I had a smile on my face,

but my heart was at war,

Fighting battles every day that nobody saw.

There were nights I stayed awake with my thoughts,

Feeling like I was losing every fight that I fought.

Trying to carry the weight on my own,

Feeling surrounded but still so alone.

Then you came into my life when I least expected it,

A simple conversation turned into something different.

Now every morning starts with hoping you’ll text,

And every night ends with you before rest.

You’re my favorite high,

The one I never wanna come down from.

The one that makes the darkest nights Feel like they’re touched by

the sun. You’re my favorite high,

The reason my heart still tries.

When my mind gets lost in the storm,

You’re the calm that I find.

And I know you’re far away,

But somehow you’re closer than anyone’s ever been.

Sometimes I stare at your pictures for way too long,

Wondering what it’d be like in your arms.

No phone screen between us,

No miles keeping us apart.

And if forever is real,

I hope forever is you.

Because every part of me

Keeps falling deeper into you.

You’re my favorite high,

The one I never wanna come down from.

The one that makes the darkest nights Feel like they’re touched by

the sun. You’re my favorite high,

The reason my heart still tries.

When my mind gets lost in the storm,

You’re the calm that I find.

Because before you,

I was just surviving.

Now because of you,

I’m finally living. (ahhhh)