Smokey Letters

Lights low, window cracked,

I’m floating, Lip gloss on,

but my mood keep ghosting.

You text “wyd,” I wait too long,

Like I ain’t been staring at my phone.

I’m not jealous, I just notice,

How she laugh when you lose focus.

I play cool, let the bassline hit,

Take one pull and forget a bit.

I don’t need you,

I just like it,

When you look at me like silence.

I don’t chase, but I might slide,

If you say the right thing tonight.

I act unbothered, but I’m not that clean,

Got smoke in my lungs and you in between.

I say whatever, but I still lean close,

Want you right here,

then I turn to smoke.

I act unbothered, yeah,

I play too well,

Keep my heart on mute but my eyes gon’ tell.

Say I don’t care,

but I move so slow,

Just to see if you

already know.

You got options, I got habits,

Both of us toxic,

both of us magic.

I don’t ask, I just assume,

Then get dressed up to leave the room.

Mirror pics when I feel unstable,

Little revenge on the coffee table.

I’m not sad, I’m just in my head,

Making up scenes from things you said.

I don’t need you,

I just like it,

When you look at me like silence.

I don’t chase, but I might slide,

If you say the right thing tonight.

I act unbothered, but I’m not that clean,

Got smoke in my lungs and you in between.

I say whatever, but I still lean close,

Want you right here,

then I turn to smoke.

I act unbothered, yeah,

I play too well,

Keep my heart on mute but my eyes gon’ tell.

Say I don’t care,

but I move so slow,

Just to see if you

already know.

Don’t make me say it,

read the room, I like control till it feels like you.

Come through soft, don’t talk too much,

I get mean when I need your touch.

Clean guitar bending in the haze,

One little riff while the night replays.

I act unbothered, but I move so slow,

Just to see if you

already know.