Already Gone

staring at the ceiling again tonight phone lights up but it's not

you

I tell myself I don't need this but my chest gets tight

when you ignore me

scrolling through old photos like a fool

pretending I'm too cool to care

jealousy creeping in the quiet I push you away then hate the

space I say I'm good but I'm lying through my teeth

wanting you close while I keep my distance

I want you but I act like I don't falling apart while

I stay so composed love me or leave me I'm already gone

still here waiting in the smoke and the dark I want you

but I act like I don't

breaking my own heart just to feel in control

told myself this time I'd play it smart

but here I am again with an open heart

you smile at someone else and I freeze then laugh it off

like it didn't sting

I sabotage the good before it starts push buttons just to see

if you'll stay

desire and fear all tangled up I miss you most when I'm

pushing you away

I want you but I act like I don't falling apart while

I stay so composed love me or leave me I'm already gone

still here waiting in the smoke and the dark I want you

but I act like I don't

breaking my own heart just to feel in control

I want you but I act like I don't falling apart while

I stay so composed love me or leave me I'm already gone

still here waiting in the smoke and the dark I want you

but I act like I don't breaking my own heart just to

feel in control (ahhhh)