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staring at the ceiling again tonight phone lights up but it's not
you
I tell myself I don't need this but my chest gets tight
when you ignore me
scrolling through old photos like a fool
pretending I'm too cool to care
jealousy creeping in the quiet I push you away then hate the
space I say I'm good but I'm lying through my teeth
wanting you close while I keep my distance
I want you but I act like I don't falling apart while
I stay so composed love me or leave me I'm already gone
still here waiting in the smoke and the dark I want you
but I act like I don't
breaking my own heart just to feel in control
told myself this time I'd play it smart
but here I am again with an open heart
you smile at someone else and I freeze then laugh it off
like it didn't sting
I sabotage the good before it starts push buttons just to see
if you'll stay
desire and fear all tangled up I miss you most when I'm
pushing you away
I want you but I act like I don't falling apart while
I stay so composed love me or leave me I'm already gone
still here waiting in the smoke and the dark I want you
but I act like I don't
breaking my own heart just to feel in control
I want you but I act like I don't falling apart while
I stay so composed love me or leave me I'm already gone
still here waiting in the smoke and the dark I want you
but I act like I don't breaking my own heart just to
feel in control (ahhhh)