Still On You

Late night, city hummin' through my window pane,

Tryna act like I'm good but it's all the same.

Your voice still sounds in my head sometimes,

Like a record that's stuck on rewind.

I deleted your pics but I still see you clear,

Every new face just reminds me you were here.

I swear I moved on,

that's what I tell myself,

But I don't even believe it when I say it out loud.

I try to distract my heart,

But it keeps going back to where you are.

I'm still on you,

even when I say I'm not,

Still feel your touch in every thought I've got.

I act like I'm fine but I'm lying through my teeth,

'Cause nobody hits me like you hit me.

I'm still on you,

it don't fade like it should,

Thought time would heal me but it never really could.

And every little thing just pulls me through,

Yeah I'm still, still on you.

Friends say 'let it go,

it wasn't meant to be,' But they don't know what you meant

to me. We had something that don't come twice,

Even in the dark you were my light.

Now I'm scrolling through memories I shouldn't chase,

Tryna find peace but I can't replace The way you made silence

feel like home, Now I'm wide awake

and I'm all alone.

I try to distract my heart,

But it keeps going back to where you are.

I'm still on you,

even when I say I'm not,

Still feel your touch in every thought I've got.

I act like I'm fine but I'm lying through my teeth,

'Cause nobody hits me like you hit me.

I'm still on you,

it don't fade like it should,

Thought time would heal me but it never really could.

And every little thing just pulls me through,

Yeah I'm still, still on you.

If I called you tonight,

would you even reply?

Or are we just lost in different lives?

I don't know where it went wrong,

But I still hear our song.

Still on you... Still on you...

Even when I

don't want to be,

You're still a part of me.