

(mmm) (ahhh) late again scrolling through your name
telling myself that i don't feel a thing
but my chest gets tight when you don't reply
i say i'm fine but i'm losing my mind
i push you away then
i pull you close
hate how i need you the most
i don't care
but i do
want you here
but i'm through
jealous of the way you move on so fast
sabotage the love that i can't have
pretend i'm busy when you hit my line
but really i'm just scared of what i'll find
you with someone new and i'm still here
stuck on the moments that disappear
i don't care
but i do
want you here
but i'm through
jealous of the way you move on so fast
sabotage the love that i can't have
why do i do this to myself every time
chase the high then run and hide i
don't care
but i do (mmm)