Burnt Letters

late nights scrolling through your name again

telling myself it don't mean nothing

but my chest gets tight when i see you with her

i laugh it off like it never hurts

i say

i'm fine when i'm not

pushing you away

just to see

if you stay

i don't need you

but i want you bad acting like i got it all

when i'm falling apart

jealous of the

way

she makes you smile

i'd rather die than

let you know

how i feel

self sabotage is my favorite game

i push you close then run the other way

want your love but i pretend i'm cool

hating myself for breaking every rule

i don't need you

but i want you bad

acting like i got it all when i'm falling apart

jealous of the

way

she makes you smile

i'd rather die than

let you know

how i feel

maybe if i stopped pretending (ahhh)

i could let you in

for real

i don't need

you

but i want you bad

acting like i

got it all when i'm falling apart

jealous of the

way

she makes you smile

i'd rather die than

let you know

how i feel (hummmm)