Lola Luz

You have gone to your final resting place

My aching heart has an empty space

It has not fully settled in my foggy mind

My body needs rest that’s hard to find

I wish this was all just a dream

Life is now not how they seem

My days will never be the same

Looking at you only through a picture frame You are my person

now and forever

I always just wanted to be

with you wherever

Remembering core memories with you on repeat

Something to fight with this feeling

of defeat You have blessed me all my life

In happy times and moments of strife You always were there for

me

With your presence I knew how to be I long for your

warm embrace

Its comfort nothing can replace

I cherish the love you give

Its everything I have to live My life’s work may never suffice

For all you had to sacrifice

You knew how to show up

Again and again, and did not stop Until your human body got

weaker

You could no longer keep its strength and power

Your mind and heart now needed to be still You breathed your

last surrendered to His will

I cannot bring myself to sit in my grief

I’m breaking down and falling like a leaf I do not know

how to begin to feel

It’s hard to accept this is all real It’s not easy to

say farewell

Goodbyes make me

feel unwell

I look forward to be with you once more

In God’s time I

will hold you like before

I love you my dearest,

Lola Luz

I have nothing to lose As you are always in my heart

And nothing will keep us

apart