Neon Numb

Blue light

Smoke rise

Controller glow

Red eyes

One hit

One round

I don’t wanna feel

Right now

I keep the room low,

let the screen breathe Whole world paused when the bass hits deep

Phone face down, I don’t wanna know

If somebody left or somebody won’t

I got old pain sitting on my chest So I light one

up just to take less breath

Load in, zone out,

let the night run

I don’t want peace,

I want neon numb

I know it don’t fix me

I know it won’t stay

But for a few minutes

It takes me away I get neon numb

Smoke in my lungs Controller in my hand Trying not to come

undone I chase that high Till the hurt goes quiet I don’t

wanna feel right now I just wanna hide inside it Neon numb

Neon numb

Take me somewhere I’m not from I don’t wanna feel right now

I just wanna go neon numb Late night lobby,

I’m a ghost online

New skin, new name,

new life, new mind

If I win one match,

maybe I exist If I lose myself,

maybe I won’t miss

I got music loud while the walls turn blue Trying to find

a place I don’t think of you

Smoke curl slow like a soft escape

I don’t chase fun,

I chase empty space

I know it don’t fix me

I know it won’t stay

But for a few minutes

It takes me away I get neon numb Smoke in my lungs

Controller in my hand Trying not to come undone I chase that

high Till the hurt goes quiet

I don’t wanna feel right now I just wanna hide inside it

Neon numb

Neon numb

Take me somewhere I’m not from

I don’t wanna

feel right now I just wanna go neon numb

I’m not proud of the running But I’m tired of the weight

I’m not lost for the drama I just needed a gate One

more screen One more cloud One more way

To turn it down If the pain gets loud

And the night gets long

I disappear

Inside the song

I get neon numb Smoke in my lungs Controller in my hand

Trying not to come undone I chase that high

Till the hurt goes quiet

I don’t wanna feel right now I just wanna hide inside it

Neon numb

Neon numb

Take me somewhere I’m not from

I don’t wanna feel

right

now I just wanna go neon numb

Blue light

Smoke rise

Controller glow

Red eyes

One hit

One round

I don’t wanna feel

Right now