Broken Loyalty

Yeah… Billy on this one…

Hmm-mm…

Young boy

with a broken heart… You never know love till it hurts… Eighteen

years, young boy with dreams,

Met a girl named Gobi,

she became my queen,

I gave her my time,

gave her my heart,

Never knew one day we would fall apart.

She said she needed work,

needed insurance pay, I linked her to my daddy’s place that day,

I was working there too,

tryna help her rise,

But appreciation never showed in her eyes.

University stress, books every night,

Cybersecurity dreams, tryna make life right,

Still I made time whenever she would call,

Even when I was tired,

I gave my all.

Now I don’t wanna date again,

Too many scars inside my brain,

Loved too hard, now my heart got chains,

Loyalty gone like the pouring rain.

You said forever, but forever changed,

Now every girl just feels the same,

I smile outside but inside pain,

That’s why I don’t wanna date again.

Then one day she said she got a bestie,

Another guy close, man,

that stressed me, I stayed calm though my heart got weak,

Too much pain but I couldn’t speak.

She said, why you acting this way?

But deep inside I was fading away,

Every fight we patch then break again,

Like pouring holy water in the storming rain.

I really loved her,

that was true,

Did everything a real man do,

After breakup, months went by,

Still healing while I asked God why.

Now I don’t wanna date again,

Too many scars inside my brain,

Loved too hard, now my heart got chains,

Loyalty gone like the pouring rain.

But maybe someday I will heal again,

Find real love that will truly stay,

Till then I’m chasing bigger dreams,

And leaving heartbreak far away… Hmm-mm… No dating

again… Till my heart feels safe again… Billy… Stay strong…