Static Soulstorm

Yeah…

I’m tired of this shit…

Every night, same thoughts,

same pain Same damn names in my head… Armani… Chris…

Y’all really fucked me up.

I been up all night,

cryin’ in the dark room Mind movin’ fast like a motherfuckin’ cartoon

Stress in my chest,

can’t breathe, can’t think One minute I’m calm then I’m right at

the brink Anxiety hittin’,

got my hands all shaky Everybody say heal but this shit don’t

save me Overthink every text,

every call, every lie Got me lookin’ in the mirror askin’ why

the fuck try And Armani swear he care but he leave when

it’s hard Then Chris act cold like he ain’t leave scars Now

my heart got cracks and my trust all dead Too many damn

voices keep screamin’ in my head I’m angry as fuck But I

still wanna love And I hate that shit

Yeah I hate that shit

You broke me down Now I’m drowning in thoughts And I can’t

even sleep Without fighting my thoughts Got static in my head,

static in my soul Everybody took pieces,

now I don’t feel whole Sick of bein’ strong,

sick of holdin’ on Screamin’ fuck love while I play sad songs

Too much stress, too much pain Too many tears fallin’ down like

rain And I’m mad at the world,

mad at myself Tryna heal alone with nobody else I got trauma

in my heart and rage in my veins Fake-ass love really turn

people strange You said forever then switched up quick Now I’m sittin’

here feelin’ toxic as shit Phone in my hand,

wanna call, wanna scream Wanna tell y’all exactly what the fuck you

mean to me ’Cause one minute I miss you,

next minute I’m numb Then I remember all the shit that you

done

Now I got trust issues,

walls too high

Actin’ okay while I slowly die inside

And I’m tired of pretendin’ I’m perfectly fine

When my brain go to war every fuckin’ night And I swear…

Nobody sees the pressure Nobody hears the panic Everybody loves the smile

But don’t understand the damage I’m exhausted… Mentally gone… Tryna find peace

But the pain too strong Got static in my head,

static in my chest Every heartbreak turned my feelings into mess I

don’t wanna cry, I just wanna yell ’Cause nobody really knows this

personal hell Too much anger,

too much smoke Too many promises turned into jokes Still standin’ somehow

through the heartbreak storm But this cold-ass pain got my soul transformed

Yeah…

I’m still here though… Even after all this shit… Still breathing…

Still fighting… Even if nobody sees it.