

I still taste your name in the quiet
Love sits warm where it broke me
You left your jacket on the chair Like you were coming back
for it
I keep the room the way it was
Half for hope and half habit
Your laugh still lives inside these walls It finds me when the
night gets slow
I hold the good and the ache together
Like they're the only truth I know I wanted sweet without the
ending Hands without the letting go
Now every memory leans toward you And I lean into the hurt
I hold It's a chill kind of loving,
a slow kind of pain Your kiss on my mind like soft
summer rain
I'm warm in the memory,
cold in the dark You left all your light in the shape
of my heart
It's a chill kind of loving,
a beautiful bruise
I still want your hands
even after I lose
I tried to wash you from my skin
But some things stay beneath the blood
I tell my friends I'm doing fine
Then sink right back into the flood
You were the calm before goodbye
The blanket and the cut beneath Now every tender thing reminds me
How love can wound so beautifully
If you come back,
I'll probably shake
If you don't, I'll still say your name
Some hearts heal clean,
mine heals in waves
It's a chill kind of loving,
a slow kind of pain
Your kiss on my mind like soft summer rain
I'm warm in the memory,
cold in the dark You left all your light in the shape
of my heart
It's a chill kind of loving,
a beautiful bruise
I still want your hands even after I lose
Still loving you through the blue
Love stays tender when it hurts
I let it fade,
but not too far