PTSD

(hummmm) (ahhhh) I was just a kid with fire in my veins Chasing glory

under freedom's name Boots on foreign soil adrenaline rush Didn't see the

cost the coming crush Friends laughed and joked in foxhole shade Now

their silence haunts the choices we made Commands from afar faceless decree

Advance through hell no victory

Sacrificing lives for lines on a map Is this the dream It's

all a trap PTSD claws at the edges of sleep Booming echoes

that memories keep Gave up my youth to a pointless fight Shattered

soul in the dead of night Can't trust the calm

the quiet deceives War's ghost forever it never leaves (ohhh) Came home

a shell eyes hollow and dim Nightmares replay every bomb and grim

Loved ones reach out but I pull away The triggers fire in

the light of day Medals collect dust no peace to claim Bearing

the weight of a forgotten game Commands from afar faceless decree Advance

through hell no victory Sacrificing lives for lines on a map Is

this the dream It's all a trap PTSD claws at the edges

of sleep Booming echoes that memories keep Gave up my youth to

a pointless fight Shattered soul in the

dead of

night Can't trust the calm the

quiet deceives War's ghost forever

it never leaves (ohhh yeah) Now I question every oath I swore

For a war that opened heaven's door No just regret in the

mirror's gaze Healing slow in these endless days (ahhhh) PTSD claws at

the edges of sleep Booming echoes that memories

keep Gave up my youth to a pointless

fight Shattered soul in the dead of night Can't trust the calm

the quiet deceives

War's ghost forever it never leaves (ohhh yeah) (ohhh) (hummmm) (ahhhh fading)