Out of the Grey

I woke with a weight in my chest

Morning felt miles away

I kept the curtains closed for days

Let every call just fade

Told myself this ache was home

Told my heart to carry stone

But under all the tired blue

A little spark was breaking through

If I can stand,

I can move

If I can breathe,

I can choose

One small step into the light

One more reason not to hide

I'm coming up, I'm coming through Out of the gray,

into something true I won't disappear inside the pain

I'm learning how to feel again Hands to the sky,

heart awake Bit by bit,

I know I'll change (ooh) Even in the dark I stay (ooh)

There is still a road to make Now I let the window

raise I let the daylight in

Some days shake me to the bone

Still I do not fold again I hear my name beyond the

hurt I know what staying means I'm coming up,

I'm coming through Out of the gray,

into something true

I won't disappear inside the pain I'm learning how to feel again

Hands to the sky,

heart awake Bit by bit,

I know

I'll change The night was long,

but I remain I found my way back to my name