

I wake up with the ceiling shaking
Another war beneath my skin
Every promise I was breaking
Comes crawling back to pull me in
There’s a siren in my head
I keep feeding something nameless Every time I taste regret
I tried to bury what I became
But the
dirt still knows my name
I feel like a monster
And everyone is reminded that I am When I walk into the
fire
They can see it in the shape of who I am
I feel like a monster
With a heartbeat pounding like a warning sign If you’re looking for
the danger
Look no further—there it is tonight
I’ve got lightning in my knuckles
And a graveyard in my chest
All the angels turned their faces
When they saw me at my worst
Now the walls are getting thinner
And the truth is getting loud
I can hear the whole world whisper
I tried to outrun what I
became
But
the
darkness knows my name
Maybe I was born from the thunder
Maybe I was made by the pain
Maybe every scar I carry
Is a link inside the chain
But I won’t kneel to the mirror
I won’t vanish in the flame If the beast is what they
fear now Then I’ll teach it how to change
I feel like a monster
And everyone is reminded that I am
But I’m more than all the damage
More than every accusation in their hands
I feel like a monster
But the monster’s finally seeing the light
If you’re looking for the danger
You’ll find me standing,
still alive
I feel like a monster Let the whole world know I am
I feel like a monster
But I’m not what they demand I feel like a monster
And I’m learning who I am